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Does anyone else lie in bed at 2:30am filled with the crippling fear that they’re never going to accomplish anything in life and fail miserably or is that just me
I have this urge. This uncontrollable urge to do something stupid. To throw everything away. I can’t sleep because I lie awake wishing I could do it. I walk to class holding back tears because every inch of my body craves it. I clench my fists throughout the day to calm the temptations. To make it stop. To make everything stop. My whole body shakes because I lust to do it. This urge. This urge destroys me. It devours me from the inside out. It overwhelms me. I can’t think of anything other than this craving. This craving to throw it all away. This lust to feel nothing.